Well crap on a cracker....

The Hubs and I had tix to go to CAKE at the Crystal Ballroom in Portland tonight....but shitty weather, a state of emergency and road closures prevented us from getting there. I'm SO BUMMED right now. Karma will be good to me, though...I left the tickets(via a lost ticket voucher)at will call for a deserving Cake fan from Craigslist...he is picking them up at no cost to him....that was our only option this late for the tickets to be used. I hope he has a great time. SO BUMMED right now.

The Cure

Do you have it?
A cure for the "I suck at derby blues"......

I seem to have not only stalled, but REGRESSED. Not merely stagnating, but DEVOLVING....GETTING WORSE.

Sure, everyone has a shitty practice now and then. I can understand that. But this has gone on for the last 4 or 5.

Do I lay off for a few days or make myself skate every available session I can find? Do I quit?

Its killing me because this is something I'm supposed to be good at doing. And right now, I suck at it.

At the rate I'm going now, I will never pass requirements.

Its demoralizing.